Animal

I can't believe what I'm seeing
Caught you leaving in the morning
On the chariot that you called up
From a hand held device that you carried up
I need a quick second to make sense of this
A cold cup of coffee and a pot to piss in
I listen to the voice of reason in my head
But still it said

I shouldn't have given you my real name
In the first place
Like an animal I lose control
The words you said
They're in my head

I can't believe what i'm thinking
Thought I made a good impression
I fell victim to human lust
Ever sense you left i only think of us
As time goes by there's not much to say
All i know is there's better days
I still listen to the voice of reason in my head
But still it said

I shouldn't have given you my real name
In the first place
Like an animal I lose control
The words you said
They're in my head

And they chill me to the bone
No I never had the guts to stand up for
To stand up for myself
It's alright you don't know I'm talking about
I'll try just to let everything out
But I know I can't
Let this go away