Breaking Free

What you know about blow up beds
Top ramen
I been laying down hot tracks
All in my closet
Spitting heavy bars
On the software like logic
Headed to the shop
For some self care items
Bought the whole store out man I love Target
Spent all that bread
In my wallet for a bargain
I cut them carbs out
Now I'm in the park jogging
All the dogs lined up outside barking
They yelled hey b****
I said I beg your pardon
You a high yellow, siddity, uppity chick
Nah I'm blessed highly favored and exquisite
But you the type to yell
Black girl magic
And every single day
You do a black girl tragic
That fragile make ego you can all have it
I'd rather be by my lonely
Then go back at it
Like a crack addict
Big facts

I'm breaking free from all these insecurities
No more sabotaging what God has for me
I've made up my mind that I'll be free
I'm letting go of all this negativity

Can’t see the tears falling from my eyes
But now they sweating
So many years my self-love I neglected
I poured my heart out to n***** who never checked in
Upset with myself like girl why you let em in
He a beast at the late shows like David Letterman
Probably why all his women need a high sedative