Broken

What is the meaning
I live my life but it seems
I can’t escape from this duality
I am so different from whom I’ve been

And now I’ve been so tired of your rules
Trying to consume all the words that you choose
But I never had a chance to decide
Which way to ride
Somebody else speaking my mind

I’ve been broken down
I won’t turn around
I’ve grown sick and tired
Of you telling me to swim up this stream
If you undermine me
Close my eyes and blind me
And think you can define me, you’re so wrong

Why trust the seeds of regret
When there is so much for me to learn yet
I’m so nearly consumed by it all
We don’t know what we become but we have to move on

Cuz it’s not like the world stops turning
It’s not about the destination it’s about the learning
You couldn’t swallow truth and now you’re so pitiful
Wondering why I’m so critical

I’ve been broken down
I won’t turn around
I’ve grown sick and tired
Of you telling me to swim up this stream
If you undermine me
Close my eyes and blind me
And think you can define me, you’re so wrong

Where could I belong though
My situation won’t end so
I’m caught between my heart and myself
Is there any way to break this spell

Well I won’t worry now, won’t sweat it
Or cross that bridge before I’ve met it
My time will never come
If I give up myself before I’m done