Did It to Myself

I did it to myself
I have no explanation
Twisted games and tricks
All tangled up and wasted
Doubled down and bust
Sucked into faking patience
Haunted dreams awake
Still I love to be so hated

I did it to myself
I did it to myself
I did it to myself
I did it to myself

Board it up and lose the key
I’ve got no motivation
Got no will to breathe
Growing more and more complacent
A train wreck at my feet
This monster I’ve created
Running out of steam
But I can’t fight the craving

So on and on
I drain alone
The pain it slips away

I did it to myself
I did it to myself
I did it to myself
I did it to myself

I did it to myself
I did it to myself
I did it to myself
I did it to myself