Finding Out as I Go

They say forgive and forget
But I don’t think I can do that yet
Give it time and think things over
But this shouldn’t earn a spot in my head

All I do is lay in bed awake at night
Dreaming of the things that I could say
But it’s too late

Why do I feel like I should’ve known by now
‘Cause everyone is just pretending to know
So I’m finding out as I go

I felt the signs in my chest
But I didn’t hear the sirens ahead
Yeah I’m alive, I’m still breathing
Even though they tried to leave me for dead

All I do is lay in bed awake at night
Dreaming of the things that I could say
But that’s a waste

Why do I feel like I should’ve known by now
‘Cause everyone is just pretending to know
So I’m finding out as I go

And I’m finally feeling human again
I’m finding out that heroes let you down
My ignorance has led me here again
But I’m finding out as I go

Why do I feel like I should’ve known by now
‘Cause everyone is just pretending to know
So I’m finding out as I go