First Fast Last

First drag of cigarettes light up my veins
Smoke out the crazy make me more sane
Bridle my worry with dizzy dismay
Drown me in liver pool tidal waves

Fast drag of cigarettes take me from home
Slow dive the waterfall crack all my bones
Last night's disaster put up a fight
Record store jazz made me feel more alive

The worry I live in isn't my choice
Neither are the voices that call me a boy
From the ashes I saw a light
Soak all I can before I go blind

Last drag of cigarettes carry me home
Summer weak moonlight is burning low
The kids on the merry go are making me cry
They're going in circles, we're all gonna die

The world I live in isn't my choice
Neither are the voices that call me a boy
From the ashes I see a light
Soak all I can before I go blind

The life I was given wasn't my choice
Neither were vices that kept me a boy
From the ashes I saw a light
Soak all you can before you go