Is That Such a Crime

Try to speak all your words to me
With your smile, and your cup of tea
You may think, it doesn't get to me,
but I

Not quite here, but I don't know where
Sitting here, with your blank blank stare
Immobilized, so surprised,
That your heart's not beating

It hurts can't you see
I'm literally dying, I can't stop the crying in me
I have demons and fears
Don't compare me to tears,
Cause your eyes could not carry me

And I,
Love the pain 'cause it keeps me alive,
If I lose that then I won't survive,
Would it kill you to try
To throw me a lie
Don't waste my time, is that such a crime is that such a Crime

Is It wrong? I have a brand new guy
I'm moving on, or at least I try,
Shame on me, how could I... deny

Strum, my love, the strings of my life
Your pretty pick is like a knife
I need to fight, turn off the light
Cause my eyes still burning

And it hurts can't you see
I'm literally dying, I can't stop the crying in me
I have demons and fears
Don't compare me to tears,
Cause your eyes could not carry me

And I,
Love the pain 'cause it keeps me alive,
If I lose that then I won't survive,
Would it kill you to try
To throw me a lie
Don't waste my time, is that such a crime is that such a Crime