Lying to Myself

Caught me off guard when you called me up
Told me that you found someone else to f***
It was on my birthday a week ago
Happy birthday to me

Laying on the couch watching Parks & Rec
Drowning all the pain in a can of Becks
Trying not to feel sorry for myself
Why'd you do that to me

I wanted to forget you so bad that
I drank till I couldn’t feel the weight of my tongue
I shouted till I couldn't feel the air in my lungs
I wanted to regret you so bad I was
Sky diving high flying running away
Too scared to admit I was
Lying to myself
Lying to myself
Lying to my

Dancing on the edge of a heart attack
Any second now I'll go right back right back
To blaming it all on you somehow
Cuz I can't face the truth out loud
You're happier than ever
Singing your song
Laughing with another
Ha ha ha

I wanted to forget you so bad that
I drank till I couldn’t feel the weight of my tongue
I shouted till I couldn't feel the air in my lungs
I wanted to regret you so bad I was
Sky diving high flying running away
Too scared to admit I was
Lying to myself
Lying to myself
I was lying to my

Driving down your street
Hoping you don’t see
I'm not fooling me
I was lying to myself
(Driving down your street)
(Hoping you don’t see)
Lying to myself
(I'm not fooling me)
I was lying to myself
(Driving down your street)
(Hoping you don't see)
Lying to myself
(I'm not fooling me)

I was lying to my
Lying to my