My Fears

I’m seeing what I was so clearly
It’s like I never left
That long drive
Through the Hollywood Hills on Sunset
And I would use all my gas money
To get to him

You need speed to succeed
In Brooklyn and a bike
And I wanted to tell you I missed you in bed by my side
But I just whined
Try to make it seem like I have my own life
Try to make it seem like I have my own life

My fears are fluff to you
My fears are nothing they’re just
Right here biting

Forgot to tell you about the shooting
Shoulda made a list but then what’s the use
It happens almost every day
And you say dark things are happening every which way you look

And I said and I said too much
But it’s just a mantra
And I don’t know how to show you what it really means
That I need speed to succeed
I wanted to tell you that I missed you in bed
By my side

But I just whined silently
and I know you’re tired
And I know you’re tired
And I know you’re tired
And I know we’re tired

Took four trains to get to you
Considered picking up a tree
As a consolation
As if I was in the wrong
‘Cause I didn’t wanna be right

Try to make it seem like we just need some light
Try to make it seem like we just need some lights

And I said and I said too much
But it’s just to myself
And I don’t know how to show you what it really means
That I need speed to succeed
I wanted to tell you that I missed you in bed
By my side

But I just whined silently
And I know we’re tired frankly
And I know we’re tired
And I know we’re tired
And I know we’re tired
And I know we’re tired
And I know we’re tired

My fears are something
My fears are something they’re just
Right here biting
And you’re off on your bike and you’re riding