Spend Time

Pain all around is it worth it
I can't touch the ground is it hopeless
I'm still lost
Don't know where I am
I wish I already knew my fate
What if I'm already too late
Holding it in just to save face
It's turning me sideways

Have I been here before?
Will you walk out that door
You always were unsure
Don't know you anymore

Colors are turning to grey
Suddenly I've lost my way
I can't find the right words to say
We're standing on my ship
And it's going down

Things are getting out of hand
I don't know if I'm OK
Shoot me down right where I stand
You don't want me anyway

I miss when you were patient
I miss the times we faked it
Thought you and I could make it
I wish that I had waited
Caught up in misconceptions
Tired of this perspective
Wish I could learn my lesson
Feels like I'm always guessing

Things are getting out of hand
I don't know if I'm OK
Shoot me down right where I stand
You don't want me anyway

Things are getting out of hand
I don't know if I'm OK
Shoot me down right where I stand
You don't want me anyway