Falling out of love and falling into this place
Telling you I know I get down but can not erase
You want more than us and I just pray to live
I’m struggling to keep up when I’m living on the piss
And you know I’ll get it but will I give a s***
Getting tired of faking everything like this
When you see me in the darkest of my life
When you know my eyes are burning through the night
Cause I’m making mistakes everywhere I go
I’m sinking now more often than I float
Cause baby I don’t know
If I’m gonna show
If I’m gonna make it
Or if I’m gonna blow
But please don’t blame yourself
For my fading health
I wasn’t strong to begin with
I hid it, I was stealth
High in the clouds, and I don’t think I’ll come down
Cause when im on solid ground, i get myself really down
But if I'm just a guy who is so afraid to fly
Then why do I always try to get high in cloudy skies
To get high in cloudy skies
Cause baby I don’t know
If I’m gonna show
If I’m gonna make it
Or if I’m gonna blow
But please don’t blame yourself
For my fading health
I wasn’t strong to begin with
I hid it, I was stealth
Cause baby I don’t know
To get high in cloudy skies
Baby I don’t know